Friday, November 11, 2005

i dont even know what is happenning to me now... for the past month, i've been suffering so much.. deeply wounded.. n broken hearted by sum1 dat i love the most... i felt like i've been betrayed, it's like i cant even trust myself. i've wasted so much tears.. n ending up it's not me the one who's made the mistake... it's juz an x-cuse, lame one though.. to free himself...from n 2b wit another person. i'm trying my best to forget about the past...n i'm going to start a new book of my life.. it's not a new chapter... instead it's new book... for me to re-write the whole thing all over again... but in different title though..but then... i dont haf the gut yet.. hafta pull myself together.. n start writing the stories...
arduous at 11/11/2005 03:05:00 AM