Thursday, October 28, 2004

hmmm.. whut must i do... evrything is getting worst.. i felt everyone is fading away... i dunno why.. izzit my fault?? or them??? i juz dont know... this week is my last week in college.. soon i'll be gone for good.. when exam is around..dis kinda shit alwiz happens.. hate it so much... i can even spend my self alone in muh own room... i dun gedid... i need to study... which means... i hafta spend time with muh self alone.. in muh room..there would be no one except for me.. i hate what i'm feeling rite now... i hate it so much..izzit wrong to be alone?? juz by myself...

i need my bee so much... so bad.... only can understand me.. even me my self dun understand my behaviour... i'm so down.... badly... so badly... i think i juz wanna cry..n cry .. n cry.. coz i dunno what else to do... help me...help me... how do make this things back to normal... my probs.. i want it gone..i want my fwenz back... i'm so helpless.....



arduous at 10/28/2004 10:15:00 PM