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the past week had been the tring week ever... huwaarrrrrggggghhhhhhh.. PENAT SIYUT!!
ye la mane tak nye bz with events n x-ams.... when i think 'bout... hmmm.. how do i got the power, to manage all dat.. even tho' it isn't well-managed... but kinda u know....hehehe welll jus lazying .. in front of pc.. n wondering where is my lovey-dovey... sweet heart..... erm whut else to do huh? aiyark.. forgot my laundries la... ehheheh nak gi men'dobi jap ekkeke buhbye.........`ôñÊ LÖVë
arduous at 3/16/2004 11:14:00 PM ARGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH.....I'm in deep pain..... it make me suffocate... like i can't live through anydays at all... i dunno how can it be like dis... i never c it coming.. at all... it's hard to x-plain... what i'm going through... eventhough.. i haf a great love life... but... it's not enuff... am I too nuisance?? am I too bz body?? am i too irratating or annoying?? i dunno what i feel rite now... n i know dat i'm in deep pain... so much pain.... no one can ever understand how i feel... it's like my breath is taken away from me.. it's like i'm live without any lights... it's like i'm all alone in this world..it's like i don't really belong here... there .. or any place.... is this all my fault?? or juz i'm imagining stuffs?? now i dont even know what is real n what is not.... how am i gonna get through all of this... ??? i know i made lotsa mistakes.... i wanna beg for fergiveness.. but... i'm too weak... even weaker than....what ever it is..... or may be.. i dunno how to... adapts myself in the crowd.. which means.... with my friends.... even my closest friend... i feel like they dont even bother to haf me around... n they dont even bother... i exist.... i dunno.. it's juz me.. or them??? i hate when dealing with dis kinda shit.... i'm not even good at it.....i wish i could make them understand... i wish things will get better between me n them... i wish that i dont feel this way ever.. i wish .. this is not real.... n i wish..... i exist among them.......-=SO DEEP IN PAIN=-
arduous at 3/07/2004 08:18:00 PM erm.......... rite now.. in the "Mr.Bengong's Class... ngan si ameir yg bengong kat sebelah aku nie... arrrrrrrrrrrrrgggh.. erm pastu aku jadik giler lam kelas nie...... wakkakakakakkakak
arduous at 3/01/2004 10:22:00 AM
ye la mane tak nye bz with events n x-ams.... when i think 'bout... hmmm.. how do i got the power, to manage all dat.. even tho' it isn't well-managed... but kinda u know....hehehe welll jus lazying .. in front of pc.. n wondering where is my lovey-dovey... sweet heart..... erm whut else to do huh? aiyark.. forgot my laundries la... ehheheh nak gi men'dobi jap ekkeke buhbye.........`ôñÊ LÖVë
arduous at 3/16/2004 11:14:00 PM ARGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH.....I'm in deep pain..... it make me suffocate... like i can't live through anydays at all... i dunno how can it be like dis... i never c it coming.. at all... it's hard to x-plain... what i'm going through... eventhough.. i haf a great love life... but... it's not enuff... am I too nuisance?? am I too bz body?? am i too irratating or annoying?? i dunno what i feel rite now... n i know dat i'm in deep pain... so much pain.... no one can ever understand how i feel... it's like my breath is taken away from me.. it's like i'm live without any lights... it's like i'm all alone in this world..it's like i don't really belong here... there .. or any place.... is this all my fault?? or juz i'm imagining stuffs?? now i dont even know what is real n what is not.... how am i gonna get through all of this... ??? i know i made lotsa mistakes.... i wanna beg for fergiveness.. but... i'm too weak... even weaker than....what ever it is..... or may be.. i dunno how to... adapts myself in the crowd.. which means.... with my friends.... even my closest friend... i feel like they dont even bother to haf me around... n they dont even bother... i exist.... i dunno.. it's juz me.. or them??? i hate when dealing with dis kinda shit.... i'm not even good at it.....i wish i could make them understand... i wish things will get better between me n them... i wish that i dont feel this way ever.. i wish .. this is not real.... n i wish..... i exist among them.......-=SO DEEP IN PAIN=-
arduous at 3/07/2004 08:18:00 PM erm.......... rite now.. in the "Mr.Bengong's Class... ngan si ameir yg bengong kat sebelah aku nie... arrrrrrrrrrrrrgggh.. erm pastu aku jadik giler lam kelas nie...... wakkakakakakkakak
arduous at 3/01/2004 10:22:00 AM
ChEck Dis OuTZzzz!!!
name:Aeney
age:21
favourites:Anything in pink except for pigs n piglets